Saturday, May 24, 2008
A PHASE OF MY LIFE !
one fine morning, when the sun was high,
and mother nature had bunged its sigh,
all creation seemed to be celebrating,
and, there seemed to be no sign of grating,
yet, i could sense a fear in my heart,
as if things had ended before i could make a start.
as if life had lost its flavor,
and, had left my mind to waver,
i felt like i had felt never before,
but, it was a horrible feeling to be sure,
as if the world had lost its lure.
i could sense the end,
the end of many trends,
time seemed to have stopped,
and it stood by me to mock,
what i was, and what am i now,
oh! why did it happen and how?...
at present, when i sit down to pen down my thoughts,
life seems to be about to rot,
everything seems to have come to an end,
as if i am left with no errands.
i feel as if no one cares for me,
as if, none is there to adore me,
as if i am left all alone,
just me, me and me.
oh! so much of pessimism,
pray thee! i don't die of egoism,
there is a ceaseless restlessness,
as if destruction has held me to caress,
help me oh god
to come out of this pod.
but, then after every night there is a day,
there is still a hope that someday.....